Tundra Tiger
AH legend
This is a little bit of a tack-on to what @Pavel U said, as I read about his mom.
On Easter Sunday of 2012, a doctor went in and cleared out a bunch of my arteries. One of the major ones on my heart was 99% blocked. It now has a stent. My family has a history of heart disease. I was 44 at the time, and an obese bastard who was living stupidly. I live in a remote area and even suspecting something was wrong, I delayed going to the hospital in ANC for several weeks - my head in the sand and hoping that it wasn't what I thought it was? I went snowmachining, hunting, got stuck, had to dig out my machine, and did other stupid stuff - with a 99% blocked artery. In short, I was a huge dumbass (still am about a lot of things).
I don't share this to garner sympathy. Some of you, I am sure, have far more dire health issues you deal with. But for the rest of my life I do have heart disease, a slight enlargement of my aorta, and diabetes hanging over me. None of those things are fun to think about but I am not going to sit around at home either thinking about them or letting them guide how I live my life (other than making changes to improve the odds). I lost a lot of weight, I eat better, I exercise regularly, and... I hunt as often as I freaking can. And yeah, someday, even recognizing that there is more danger than with other types of hunting, I hope to kill a brown bear with my bow. Frankly, I'd not be against the idea of dangerous game in Africa with a bow, but I fear my ability to draw a bow of adequate weight for African DG has already passed me by. So PG maybe someday?
I am rambling yet again. I get what Pavel is saying. Or as Roosevelt famously said: "...and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat." This mindset - count me in.
On Easter Sunday of 2012, a doctor went in and cleared out a bunch of my arteries. One of the major ones on my heart was 99% blocked. It now has a stent. My family has a history of heart disease. I was 44 at the time, and an obese bastard who was living stupidly. I live in a remote area and even suspecting something was wrong, I delayed going to the hospital in ANC for several weeks - my head in the sand and hoping that it wasn't what I thought it was? I went snowmachining, hunting, got stuck, had to dig out my machine, and did other stupid stuff - with a 99% blocked artery. In short, I was a huge dumbass (still am about a lot of things).
I don't share this to garner sympathy. Some of you, I am sure, have far more dire health issues you deal with. But for the rest of my life I do have heart disease, a slight enlargement of my aorta, and diabetes hanging over me. None of those things are fun to think about but I am not going to sit around at home either thinking about them or letting them guide how I live my life (other than making changes to improve the odds). I lost a lot of weight, I eat better, I exercise regularly, and... I hunt as often as I freaking can. And yeah, someday, even recognizing that there is more danger than with other types of hunting, I hope to kill a brown bear with my bow. Frankly, I'd not be against the idea of dangerous game in Africa with a bow, but I fear my ability to draw a bow of adequate weight for African DG has already passed me by. So PG maybe someday?
I am rambling yet again. I get what Pavel is saying. Or as Roosevelt famously said: "...and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat." This mindset - count me in.