Whew, what's the right answer? I had the worst year of my career in 2018 and bailed on my 2nd hunt. Not a proud moment for me, but it wasn't an option. Tonight I am lying on my couch, eyes closed and my mind goes back to my first hunt.
@KMG Hunting Safaris , my youngest was bow hunting from a blind. A long sit and tensions are broken by a childish fart joke (beans at lunch you see). My son and I are snickering like kids in class and Marius has us in a death stare.....abruptly I am disturbed from my reverie by my wife "what are you smiling about?".....i cant say I have smiled a lot recently....now, what's that worth? Do you take a financial leap to have that moment? I will get back to Africa long before my mortgage is paid off I can tell you that. I need those moments to endure others that life drags me through.