You guys are great, and I mean that from the bottom of my heart.
This took a long time to sort out and I am just now putting the finishing touches on it.
Why, you may ask am I doing this....well there are many reasons, some obvious and some personal
but it is mostly just the right time.
Any of you that have read some of my earliest posts are aware of the situation but for those of you who are not
a little refresher
I was an avid hunter for most of my life, first whitetail at age 6
Always hunted the ranches in South and far West Texas
Had a string of blinds in the bays and a 400 hp airboat, hunted ducks and geese on the Texas bays almost all my life
Glossing over that event with the Corpus Christi police dept, the sprinklers at Pharaoh Valley Country Club, and a midnight run down the fairways in the airboat it was generally a good time
Then after 20 years I got a divorce when she said she needed to find herself, from what I hear, 15 years later she is still looking.
So I became a single father, raised two fantastic daughters, one now an engineer and the baby finishes nursing school in August in the accelerated RN program at Texas Tech. that was 46 grand I won't see again.
In the interim I drifted away from hunting, raised the girls, built my business and hooked up with a piece of arm candy that one day wanted to go to Europe...I wrote the check and 2 years later she's still there .... big "whew" on that one!
So, at the end of the day, everyone else went a different direction and I got to asking myself "what makes me the happiest"
The answer was obvious, I wanted to get back to hunting
Problem is, the bays are now crowded, the South Texas ranch is leased to a law firm from Houston and we sold the place in West Texas to someone with way more money than common sense.
Kind of dismayed and sort of down on my luck so to speak, I stumbled upon this Africa Hunting website and to quote Jimmy Buffet....that's when I first saw the bear!"
After a bit of confusion and a few false starts I think I finally got it close to right
Will this first adventure be the trip of a lifetime . . . . gosh I hope not, I'd rather think it was the start of a trend
Will it cost a lot of money . . . . not anywhere near what you might think
Is it going to take a lot of time . . . . (I get that one a lot) . . . . well, back in the day, my government thought nothing of sending me off on a little jaunt to Viet Nam, Republic of, to accomplish absolutely nothing, and that's 13 months I'll never get back so by comparison, this is pretty mild.
At the end of the day, the point I am trying to make to everyone is this:
Most of us are here because of what we love and aspire to, hunting in Africa and sometimes, in the middle of the day to day struggle, we, as responsible men, have a tendency to put our dreams on hold for the benefit of those around us,
So, like a goat in a pen, when you see an opening, make for it as hard and fast as you can
You can put it off and make the case that it costs too much (it doesn't) that you can't be gone that long (you can and things will be just fine when you get back) or that it is a selfish extravagance (hardly after all you have done for others)
I do not want a one of you, sitting on the porch in a rocker saying "I wished I had"
And JG, its not just about the trophies I am after, for I plan to
drink from the source of the Nile;
take a hot air balloon across the Serengeti
dance with a pretty girl under a full moon in the mist of Victoria Falls
and climb Kilimanjaro and a look down on the whole of Africa
before I take my own seat on the porch
as I pause now to fill my glass, I again thank each of you for all of your good wishes and encouragement because, I truly believe, without what I have found here, my life would have developed far diffrently